No more

I decided I'm not trying anymore. I've been trying all my life. Trying to be good. Trying to fit in. Trying to feel loved. Trying to do better. Trying and Trying and I'm just done with trying. It's obviously not working. I am where I am...

and guess what?

God loves me just where I am. Sitting at my computer at 1:30 in the morning. Blogging to myself and whoever reads this. 

Life is too overwhelming. I don't want to care anymore if I'm doing a good job and whatever I'm doing. I just want to live. I don't want to follow "Rules" I know what's right and wrong.

And I want to choose the right things because I want God to lead me there and change me and it'll just happen. 

I just want You God!

That's it. 

The End