Goals and Checklists

So I haven't made ANY progress nor have I tried in the 'weight' department. 

However, the past few days I've been printing out a daily checklist broken up in increments of 15 mins and so far...it's been helping me get things done around here. 

When I focus on one thing I tend to neglect other things. I definitely need balance in my life. 

I'm working on it though. Taking one day at a time. 

I want to continue to grow closer and more intimate with God. I want to hear Him and walk out His will for my life. (even the little things) 

I want to continue to be the most supportive wife I can be. 

I want to continue to be the most loving mom I can be. 

I want to get the surface things in order but I want the deeper stuff just as much and I need to re-focus a bit. 

I know when I get my priorities straight, everything runs a lot smoother - not perfect - just better. 

It's another one of those "I know what I need to do and how to do it.... I just have to do it!"

But here is what I accomplished today...

Yay!!!!

Starting Over and Setting Goals

Measurements

Bust: 37
Waist: 34
Stomach: 42
Butt: 43
Thighs: 25
Arms: 12.5
Calves: 14.5

Weight: 160

First Goal: 6 pounds and 1 inch (stomach area) by Mother's Day 5/10/09

154, here we come!

Mini Goals: 

Stop Eating after 7:00 pm

Start buying better food for the house

Work out at LEAST 3 times a week

My attitude is Uhhhghh . . . . . . . . . uhhhhh, oooooooo k......

When it should be YEAH!! Let's Go!! Woo HOOO!!!

Here we go again...

Motivation

Motivation is the set of reasons that determines one to engage in a particular behavior.



- Self-esteem
- Summer-time
- Energy
- PA
- Birthdays
- Don't want to keep creeping up and up and up
- Pictures
- Tim
- Me
- Comfort
- Fit into the clothes I have

Time to Vent

I'm having a really rough day. First the eggs all over the kitchen floor, then the TP in the bathroom, cereal on the kitchen floor, water on the kitchen floor, jelly all over the place.

And it's definitely my own fault. I can't keep up but I should prevent and then I wouldn't be where I am.
I just want to sleep all day. Life is uneventful except the days things. I feel like I rarely have anything to look forward to.
And I feel so selfish because it's not about me.

I know I've been here before. It's that frustration of being upset when I have nothing to be upset about.
I just am. And I KNOW I shouldn't be. I can't handle it right now. I want to cry but I would rather break something or yell.
OR SLEEEEEEEEP and Sleep and Sleep.

That's enough. I have a kitchen to clean.