Baby Noelan - 1 Week Old

I'm going to try and make this short and sweet because I'm tired & can't wait to fall asleep! I took Noelan to his first (one week) check up today and he's now an even 7lbs :) So he gained all his weight back and then some. [He was 6 lbs 11oz and when we left the hospital he was 6lbs 4oz] We're all adjusting well besides the fact that our family is still not feeling 100%...but from the sounds of it a lot of people all over aren't either - the yucky part of winter. I'm very thankful Noelan hasn't picked up anything in the few days he's been home and around coughing boys...who I'm having a hard time keeping their kisses off Noelan. (I wouldn't be able to help myself either though, he's so smoochable!) I feel like the grinch when his heart grew and grew...except my heart already felt full with the love I had for Tim and the boys. It's an awesome feeling. I love our family and am so thankful for this gift. God had this plan from the very beginning. My little IUD baby was meant to be here - here and now. I've told Noelan over and over that he was so worth all the surprises and complications through the pregnancy. He makes me smile even at 3 in the morning...with that being said Goodnight so I can catch some sleep before waking up in a few hours.

39 Weeks

39 Weeks -
Wow! Tomorrow's the big day! ...well the beginning of the big day :)

Baby's size: - Small Watermelon

Sleep: I got sick over the weekend and haven't been able to sleep through the night at all...let alone settle my mind down at a decent time this week either :(

Mama's Growth: As of today my final measurements are another 1/2 inch in my belly and waist & weight gain is just about 20 lbs

Food cravings: Everything! I'm acting like I'm never going to eat again once I get to the hospital and have Noelan. Just because I was told not to eat anything after 5am tomorrow morning. Plus I've been emotionally eating for sure but I'm still trying to keep it with high protein low carbs haha

Symptoms I have: Runny/Stuffy nose...oh wait pregnancy symptoms ha yea nothing new.

Doctor’s Appointments:

Dr. Foehr - Today's & LAST OB Appointment: Everything looked good, blood pressure, urine, heartbeat, measurement etc. I asked about induction with my cold & he said it'll be fine. This is it, I'm going in at 3pm tomorrow!

Movement: So much! Especially at night...uh oh haha

Gender: Baby BOY!!! :)

Names: Noelan Chase
My "Noble" "Pursuer of Truth"

What I’m looking forward to:
Getting through labor, everyone being healthy again and bringing baby Noelan home (even if it means I will get even less sleep than I'm getting now)

What I miss: Being healthy!

Events of the week: Where do I even begin? All I can say is that things don't always go as planned, that's for sure. I had lots of ideas and plans for this week and I think we may have done 1 (maybe 2) out of all of them because of sickness and Tim's injury. I've been just going with the flow of it all but I have a feeling when all the craziness/business finally begins to slow down I'll have a mini meltdown to process all the overwhelming and helpless feelings I had but didn't let out. I just keep reminding myself that things can be worse and I have to keep moving forward. I also know how much our family is loved and cared about by our family and friends and that has helped me get through the last few days. I wish I knew ways for people to help but everything I need help with are things I have to do myself or things I can't even help (like making my family not sick) I know I probably sound like a broken record but for those who have been praying, I really appreciate it and believe that's what's been giving me peace and strength the last few days. The more the better!! :) Thank You all and I love you!

38 Weeks

38 Weeks -
I head to the hospital in ONE WEEK!

Baby's size: - Pumpkin

Sleep: I can't remember this past week but I know I definitely haven't been going to bed early enough a few nights this week. I'm going to do my best to get more rest this week so I don't get run down before I deliver Noelan.

Mama's Growth: I'll update this next week

Food cravings: Chocolate and Sushi

Symptoms I have: Braxton Hicks, a little back pain and a lot of nausea and indigestion again.

Doctor’s Appointments:

Dr. Foehr - Yesterday's Appointment
Next Appointment 12/18
My blood pressure was a little high but nothing he seemed too concerned about especially since I'm heading to the hospital next week. He checked and told me I still wasn't dilated at all. (& I've been trying different things and it hasn't done anything - oh well) I asked when the last time I should eat before I head to the hospital and at first he said not after midnight but then said if I want to eat in the morning it should be before 5am...not too sure if I'm going to do that or not.

Dr. El Kady (MFM/GD/Non-Stress Test) - Today's & my LAST Appointment: My mom had off today and wanted to come to my last appointment. It was nice having the extra company although Evan was always awesome. It took a little longer and they broke it up more so I was there for 2 hours. I did my non-stress test first and tracked everything. I had one contraction during the time and didn't have to be monitored too long because he was moving a lot. We had to then go back into the waiting room and wait for a different room to be open so they could do the sonogram. He had all his measurements done and at the end they said he's about 6lbs 13oz give or take which is very close to where Evan was at 6lbs 14oz
It was a little bittersweet knowing that was my last sonogram for him...but more sweet because I'm done with appointments and will get to see him face to face next week!!

Movement: Lots and lots still

Gender: My little man

Names: Noelan Chase

What I’m looking forward to: So much this week but we'll see what actually happens. I'm trying to cram as much fun and cuddle time with my boys before Wednesday. (& some me time as well!)

What I miss: My sister (that's not new)

Events of the week: Let's see... The week has been a blur! Hmmm. We went to the winery with my mom on Sunday & then Joshua picked up his new iPad that he saved up for. Melissa stopped over later that evening and brought a yummy pre-baby meal which was great! Monday I prepped and froze a bunch of meat and meals for after Noelan comes so I don't have to think and work much. I brought Josh to the dentist but had to bring all the kids with me so its was an adventure haha We got a gift card for Carrabba's in the mail so we celebrated our last meal out as a family of 5 and enjoyed a yummy dinner. Last night we had our small group Christmas party including finger foods and a white elephant gift exchange. As usual I had a really good time (& so did the boys since they stayed up a little later) And tonight I go on a date with Tim! Thanks mama for suggesting it and offering hanging out with the boys. We'll prob just go to dinner because we're both so tired. Just have to decide on where.
Good week past and good week to come!

37 Weeks

37 Weeks -
I head to the hospital in 2 weeks :)

Baby's size: - Winter melon

Sleep: Still waking up to go to the bathroom and it feels more and more difficult getting out of bed (physically) The boys have been waking me up in the middle of the night for various reasons which is not usual around here nower days. Another way to prepare me I'm sure. Last night I had horrible indigestion that kept waking me up as well.

Mama's Growth: I'll update this right before I go to the hospital since my measurements and weight are still fluctuating.

Food cravings: Steak & Spinach - must be an iron thing

Symptoms I have: Some Braxton Hicks, nothing too strong or regular. This past weekend I had a huge cramp on the lower left side of my stomach like I had just had a huge lunch and then ran a mile. I took a warm shower and relaxed and it went away within 15-20 mins.

Doctor’s Appointments:

Dr. El Kady (MFM/GD/Non-Stress Test) -
Best news from that office ever was that the cord around Noelan's neck was resolved :) They had to take my blood pressure 3-4 times again but I really think the automatic machines they use at first aren't accurate for me - once they do it manually it's fine. I did my non-stress test and I was just about to go home and they had me stay longer because I had a contraction and his heart rate went down so they wanted to see another one to make sure it didn't happen every time. About 10-15 mins later they rechecked and everything was good. He's measuring about 6lbs 4oz more or less so he should be around 7.5 when he's born which is what my other boys averaged. They were concerned with the diabetes of him being too big so thankfully that is looking good too! Josh was 7.5lbs , Caleb was 8lbs and Evan was 6.14lbs.
My glucose numbers were on track so I'm staying on this dosage of insulin until the night before I'm induced

Next & LAST (woo hoo!) Appointment: 12/12
They had me scheduled to go in the morning of the 19th but I told them I'm getting induced that day & to cancel that appointment. I'm not going to spend 2 hours at the office when I'll be at the hospital later on for even longer. I want to make the most of the morning :)

Dr. Foehr -
Yesterday's Appointment: My test from last week came back normal which was good news. We talked about my blood pressure, protein and cord (I didn't know at that point that the cord wasn't an issue anymore) and he said that 1/3 of pregnancies end up with the cord around the babies neck and it shouldn't be an issue with my delivery. He said of course anything can happen during labor but a c-section isn't the first plan. We're keeping same date and plan of being induced at 3pm on the 19th at Southside hospital . He'll use something to soften the cervix for the first few hours and see how that works & then we'll go from there. I've been induced each pregnancy & he's delivered 2/3 of my boys so I'm comfortable with taking it step by step with him. I also asked if my low carb/high protein diet for the diabetes could play a role in the protein in my urine and he said that's a possibility.

Next Appointment 12/11

Movement: Even though it's uncomfortable at times it's also very reassuring that he moves so much especially in the evenings. I haven't had to really track the movements because he definitely moves a lot more than 10x in under an hour.

Gender: Baby Boyyyyy!!!

Names: Noelan Chase

What I’m looking forward to: Being done with the next few appointments I have (like Joshua's dentist and Caleb's parent teacher conference) hopefully no more finger pricks and insulin :) Annnnnnd Baby Noelan being home for Christmas!

What I miss: "Normal" Pregnancies

Events of the week: Tim & I went out last Friday to celebrate Erinn's birthday before she went back to Canada. Jay planned a surprise outing and it was like a quintuple (is that a word?) date. We had a good time out. Saturday was Lila's birthday party and it was so awesome to see how much fun all the kids had being knights and princesses! Family time is always a good time. Sunday Tim went to help Dan with a project for a couple of hours before coming home and crashing. He's been working so much lately that he's been exhausted by the time he gets home. But he didn't work late this Tuesday like last week so he was able to spend time at the young adult group we host at our house which was nice. I also got Tim's Christmas presents so I'm officially done Christmas shopping for my family and can sigh a deep sigh of relief knowing that Noelan can come at any time now and I don't have to think about rushing around or more wrapping :)

36 Weeks

36 Weeks -
3 more weeks until I head to the hospital!
I kept putting this post off so I could take my 36 week picture but I've been too tired so now there's 3 doctor updates in one post & I'll start updating every Wed instead of Tuesday. Except I'll prob write something quickly the day before I go in for induction on Wednesday the 19th

Baby's size: - Honeydew

Sleep: It's getting more difficult to find a comfortable position to sleep in & I'm waking up at least twice a night for different reasons. I feel so tired all the time.

Mama's Growth: I'll update this right before I go to the hospital since my measurements and weight are still fluctuating. (My weight stayed the same as my last doctor's visit)

Food cravings: I want more yummy Thanksgiving food!!

Symptoms I have: same as last week...back, pelvic and sleep

Doctor’s Appointments:

Dr. El Kady (MFM/GD/Non-Stress Test) -
Last Wednesday my blood pressure was high, they had to check it 3 times before it came down a little so they're going to keep an eye on that as well as my glucose numbers. I had to do a 24 hour urine test and some more bloodwork to make sure I don't have (or am developing) pregnancy induced hypertension. I had high blood pressure with Joshua at the end of my pregnancy and that's why I had to be induced with him. Dr El Kady agreed with Dr. Foehr's recommendation to be induced at 39 weeks. Noelan weighed around 5 lbs. 9 oz. as of last Wed and she said it's a little bit on the bigger size of where they want him right now but if we can maintain my blood sugars then it shouldn't be too bad by the time 39 weeks comes. If more complications rise they may have to get him out before then but hopefully it will be fine. She increased my insulin dosage a little so hopefully that will help with the babies weight gain & my glucose levels to stay down overnight to avoid any complications. My numbers were still completely fine during the day. When I had my non-stress test, I had a couple of contractions and there was one big & long one. Dr. El Kady asked if I felt it (which I did) and if I get those regularly (which I don't)
Yesterday's Appointment: Again I did my weekly non-stress test & that went pretty quickly because he was moving and got the hiccups so there was lots of button pushing. After, Dr El Kady wasn't in so I had the other doctor in their office follow up with my sonogram to check the fluid and status of the baby. No weight or measurements this week, that will be done next week. She asked if i do my movement counts at home and I said no because he moves all the time. She told me that the cord was wrapped loosely around the baby's neck so to just pay attention and if there's less or no movement to call the doctor right away. I asked if that had the possibility to move the induction date up and she said we'll check everything again next week and of course if the baby is in danger they would get him out right away. But right now it's still loose. She then told me that my 24 urine test showed there was protein in it which isn't a good sign for the hypertension but because my blood pressure was good that day there wasn't anything to worry about right now. She told me if I feel any nausea, headaches, pain in my rib area, swelling in my ankles to call the doctor for that as well because those symptoms are associated with pre-eclampsia and they would need to get the baby out right away. My fasting levels were still higher than they wanted but they told be after the fact that it was most likely because I haven't been feeling good & I should've been taken more during those nights. She told me to raise my insulin before bed to 10 units and if and when I see my numbers it back down to around 70 in the morning to lower my insulin intake. After I left the office I went into the parking lot and called Tim. I vented and cried because I was tired of hearing bad news and things that I have to pay attention to for the safety of the baby. I told Tim that I'm not afraid of Noelan not making it or something terrible happening, I'm just tired of dealing with everything and I'm done being pregnant. I told him I still thought it was important to pray even though I believe things will be okay and he agreed. He is such a good husband and friend. He listened and asked if there was anything he could do. I let him know I just needed to get it out and process my emotions and his listening was exactly what I needed and I felt much better throughout the day. (& I know praying family & friends really helped with the amount of peace I felt the rest of the day too) So thank you & continue to pray if you think of me :)

Dr. Foehr - Today's Appointment went fine as usual. I talked to him about my blood pressure and how Dr. El Kady had me take the 24 hour test to follow through. He checked my blood pressure and said it was completely fine, not even borderline. (One less stress) I'm thinking maybe it's just that other doctor's office that causes issues for me haha. He did the Group Strep B test to make sure if needed, I get on antibiotics before I deliver. I'm sure if there's issues I'll get a call before next week's appointment. He also checked my cervix and said I was still completely closed, long and thick. Hopefully it will start getting ready & changing the next few weeks but the good thing is that this is the last week before Noelan is considered full term and I didn't want him coming before he was fully developed :)
Next Appointment: 12/4

Movement: All the time

Gender: Baby BOY!!! :)

Names: Noelan Chase

What I’m looking forward to: Baby Noelan!! Finishing Christmas Shopping and wrapping everything up as soon as possible so I have less stress and stuff to do as a sleep deprived mama with a newborn :)
Eeeee!! Noelan will be here to celebrate Christmas with us!!!!! :)

What I miss: Friends and Family that aren't local or I don't see often especially during the holiday season!

Events of the week: Thanksgiving was very mellow. I made a cheesecake the night before and mashed potatoes the day of and we brought it over to my parents' house w/ Dan & Daniela. My aunt Ter joined us and we ate around 4pm. Joey & Patti stopped by at the very end so it was nice to visit with them too. we were all so tired by then. I think everyone around 10-10:30 and we went to sleep shortly after getting home. The next evening was Jay & Erin's engagement celebration. It was great spending time with everyone and seeing people I haven't seen in a while. I don't love dancing but I DO love watching people dance and this was a great group to watch dance. It was great & I had a really good time. Pregnancy is definitely wearing on me though because I was so tired by the time we left when I normally could stay up way later. Saturday we spent the day Christmas Decorating in between the boys bickering haha But overall it was a good day and we finished relaxing together. Pete stopped by to look at Tim's PS3 because he's been having issues with the games loading for a while now. Sunday was a mellow day. I was so tired and thought I'd be able to take a nap but I only laid down a few times with no luck. Monday I went to Quest Laboratories to finish my testing for the hypertension and I tried to find something Caleb wanted for Christmas but was unsuccessful. I also looked into what I want to get Tim for Christmas and started researching & pricing around before the kids got home from school. One of the things I'm looking forward to this year is that we told the boys we're keeping it simple this year like we used to do. It's much easier to prep and they're a lot more grateful for what they do get. I'm even pretty much done wrapping their gifts! (Still looking for the last thing for Caleb & Tim though) I wonder how Christmas will be with Noelan here :) The boys are so happy and excited that he will be here to celebrate with us and so am I!

Gestational Diabetes Frustration Vent

How do you not have your day start crappy when you wake up and have to test your sugar levels and you see the number 99 when that number should read less than 90? I don't know how to continue on my day and not be constantly thinking on what more I can be doing, or adjusting to change that. The past week my numbers have been great including my fasting numbers so I was really optimistic and hopeful that I wouldn't have to shoot insulin before bed. I'm walking at least 30 mins a day (some days faster & longer than others) Then I have days like the last 2 where I wake up and my fasting numbers are high. It completely puts me in a funk for the day and I think of all the things I could be doing wrong. I have my appointment tomorrow and I really don't want to be put on insulin but if my numbers continue to stay at 98-99 when I wake up that's exactly what they're going to want to do for the health of Noelan and myself. Of course I want to do what's best but I feel so defeated and frustrated. I really really try not to whine and complain about pregnancy stuff because it comes with the territory. I'm just at the end of my rope and I feel like I can't get the hang of this diet thing. I followed the carb counting and spacing to the T and I was 400 calories under where they wanted me so I get lectured on that but I didn't feel deprived and I still wake up with high numbers, then there's days where I feel like all I'm eating is foods high in fat (nuts, cheese etc) and my calories for the day are 400 over and that doesn't change my numbers either. My back is in constant pain, some days worse than others and I still push myself to exercise more....and I STILL wake up with high fasting numbers and I can't help but think of how much I hate this and how stressful this is. I don't know how to just let it go and go with the flow even if that means shooting insulin. Im trying not to think of all the medical bills piling up because of this I just don't understand how one week my numbers are exactly where they should be and then the next, the fasting numbers are high again. Ahhhhh I hate this so much. I guess I'll see what happens at my appointment tomorrow morning and if they're still concerned with my fasting numbers and I have to be put on insulin. I just want Noelan out now, but I don't want to rush it because I don't want even more complications. God Help Me... help me.

35 Weeks

35 Weeks -
5 more weeks to Noelan's due date...
BUT I now have an induction date of 12/19 so 4 more weeks until I go to the hospital! (Unless he decides he's ready to come before then which I will fully embrace now)

Baby's size: - Coconut

Sleep: There's been a few nights this week that I wake up at either 2, 3 or 4am and I feel wide awake but it's way too early to be up for the day. Some nights I'm able to get myself back to sleep within 15 mins or so but then there's others where I just lay there for an hour or two.

Mama's Growth: I've really been slacking with this update - I think part of it has to do with the back and forth of my measurements. I looked up my pre-pregnancy measurements and because I was already overweight it doesn't seem like major changes from then to now but I feel much much bigger!
Total waist growth is 3.5 inches
Total belly growth is 2.5 inches
I had lost an extra 3 pounds on top of the 3 pounds I kept losing and regaining within the last few weeks and have been currently been losing and regaining those pounds as well.
Overall weight gain from the beginning of my pregnancy to now (with current fluctuation) is between 11-15 pounds.

Food cravings: I can't wait for yummy thanksgiving food - looking forward to mama's 7-layer salad (which is actually low in carbs yay!!!!) and all the other carb filled foods that I'll space throughout the day.

Symptoms I have: back pain (sciatica) and I guess a mild case of insomnia, some pelvic pressure

Doctor’s Appointments:

Dr. Foehr - Today's Appointment: Everything was on track as usual and I asked a few questions on what he would recommend with the gestational diabetes & when to induce if Noelan doesn't come on his own like my other boys. He told me it would be best to induce at 39 weeks to make sure his weight is down and everything. Still very close to the due date but less risks than if I waited until 40+ weeks.
It'll be exactly one week before the due date he had for me. I was concerned that getting induced before my due date would cause complications and higher risk of having a c-section after going through labor and my body not cooperating and he assured me that because I've already had 3 successful VBs that it will be completely fine as long as no other complications come up.
So Noelan's birthday will be either 12/19 or 12/20 depending on how long my labor lasts. (Again that's if he doesn't come before then)
Now onto my next part of planning and figuring out what I'm going to do with the older boys while I'm at the hospital and the following day getting them to school and home & taken care of. Oh & I just realized that I was picturing driving myself to the hospital but then Tim won't have the truck...well I guess he could always get dropped off at the hospital. Oh man it's starting to feel really real! Deep breaths. Everything will be worked out.

Next Appointment: We're starting weekly checkups now so 11/27

Maternal Fetal Medicine(Sono/GD) -
I had written a whole long thing about this appointment last Thursday but it didn't save so we'll see how it comes out the second time around. Sigh...

I was waiting to write about this because I needed time to process on my own and wasn't looking forward to lots of opinions all at once while it was so fresh. Most of you all know that the couple of days leading up to my appointment I started getting high fasting numbers again even with strict diet and exercise. Going into the appointment I was feeling upset and defeated. What really put me over the edge was that besides waking up with yet another high fasting number, I went over my after breakfast number for the first time when I've never ever went over and I'm usually really low throughout the whole day.
I didn't know what to expect but at that point in my head I was ready to embrace being put on some sort of medication to help regulate my levels in the morning so I wouldn't have to continually be stressed out and feel like I had to be doing something wrong. I had ate a regular breakfast that I've eaten many times before & never had a problem. That was definitely the tipping point for me.
When I got there they checked my weight and blood pressure & they had to recheck my blood pressure. I went back and had a quick sonogram by the technician. The doctor came in and she did her own quick sonogram and we started talking about my glucose levels. She asked how I was doing and feeling with it and commented how I had been doing so good before the past few days and then it started going back up. I expressed my frustration and finally had a meltdown right in the room with her and the other technician (who was nice and brought me tissues haha) I talked about how I can't figure out what I'm doing wrong and she assured me that I wasn't doing anything wrong. I can't remember all she said but she explained about how as pregnancy progresses with gestational diabetes the pregnancy hormones prevent the insulin from doing its job and it can get more resistant. She asked if I had thought about the insulin and what I was feeling about that, and I said I didn't want to do it at first but at this point if it would help my numbers and reduce the stress and anxiousness I felt every morning because I didn't know what else I could do on my own. I talked about how the price of my co-payments are already crazy and I have to go once a week - I didn't want to add medicine on top of it. She asked how much it was to get my test strips & needles for my glucose monitor and I said $10. She said it sounded like I had a decent prescription plan and the medicine should be around the same price. At that point I felt like $10 or even more at that point and the inconvenience of giving myself a shot was worth peace of mind and knowing that my body would have what it needed and that it would help me & Noelan for the remainder of the pregnancy. I still have to diet and exercise as usual but at least my numbers match up to where they should be. I then had my non-stress test and even though he was moving so much during the sonogram he stopped moving once I was hooked up to the monitors so they gave me some cold water to get him moving again. Once I was done with that I went to see the diabetes counselor. She reviewed my numbers and commented on how great they were the week before. I showed her my notebook that logged my days and the final carb count and exercise for the past few days and she said it was absolutely perfect even though my glucose numbers were still high so she could understand my feelings of frustration. She asked if I had made the final decision about the insulin and I said I did but I still had questions. I asked her about a pill medication that I had heard about and she explained that it was one of two types that are usually prescribed for gestational diabetes but she had never seen the Dr. prescribe the pill I was asking about. She said any medication that you take orally can get to the baby but it doesn't mean that it would be harmful. She said they recommend the insulin because that would only go to me. At that point I officially agreed to do it and se taught me how to set it up & use it. She showed me once and then had me practice on a little plastic pad. She then got the prescriptions for me and I got them from the Target Pharmacy for $10. $5 for the insulin that will last me the remainder of the pregnancy because I'm on such a low dose and $5 for 100 needles/syringes.

Next Appointment is tomorrow 11/21
And every Wednesday morning until Noelan comes

Movement: He's still a mover

Gender: Baby BOY!!! :)

Names: Noelan Chase

What I’m looking forward to: Besides Noelan finally coming, Thanksgiving :)

What I miss: "normal" pregnancies haha

Events of the week: besides the appointments mentioned, the church distributed Thanksgiving baskets to families on Sunday and we had a potluck when people got back. Monday I took Josh to the dentist in the morning & it took so long so I ended up keeping him home the remainder of the day. It was also my brother's birthday so we went over to have dinner with him and my parents.

34 Weeks

34 Weeks -
6 more weeks to Noelan's due date!

Baby's size: - Butternut Squash

Sleep: I'm starting to wake up at least once a night again to go to the bathroom. I've actually enjoyed the time change this Fall because I'm wide awake right before 7am now and that extra hour in the morning feels like it makes a huge difference...although by 10am I'm feeling like I could take a nap haha. I've been going to bed around 10:30-11pm which is much earlier than I was used to.

Mama's Growth:

Food cravings: Everything bad for me: Mmmmm like cookie dough ice cream in between two chewy chocolate chip oatmeal cookies, topped with whipped cream & a side of chocolate candy hahaha - but I haven't indulged those cravings

Symptoms I have: I get really tired waves throughout the day, my waddle is increasing on different days because of the back pain & pressure haha & ouch!

Doctor’s Appointments:
Nothing New to Report Yet

Dr. Foehr - 11/20

Sono/G.Diabetes - 11/15

Movement: Yep yep

Gender: Baby BOY!!! :)

Names: Noelan Chase

What I’m looking forward to: Thanksgiving

What I miss: Ice Cream

Events of the week: Obama won a second term as President of the USA, Caleb started his first official piano lessons as an enrolled student at Rock & Roll University, Mary & the boys slept over because they were still without power and heat when it started snowing like crazy for 2 days, NY started odd & even gas up days to hopefully reduce the long lines at the gas stations. (We can go on the even days) Jeremiah's birthday party was on Saturday & Joshua's was on Sunday so we got to spend lots of family tome together. (and Debbie, Ben & Sam came down from NH to celebrate with Josh & that was so great!) We also led worship for the last time for a while until Noelan gets here and we adjust to our new addition. Ben & Sam hung out on Monday with the boys because there were in town and out of school because of Veteran's Day...& that's the recap!

33 Weeks

33 Weeks -
7 more weeks to Noelan's due date!

Baby's size: - Durian Fruit...whatever that is :)

Sleep: Not too bad

Mama's Growth: Nothing changed from last week.

Food cravings: I went through a day after having some of Joshua's ice cream cake that all I wanted was sugar again. I was in denial with the gestational diabetes because my numbers have been so low but it made it feel really real. It's been harder this week. I thought I was getting the swing of things and had a healthy lunch one day but didn't realize that I had tripled my carb allowance and I had a 135 reading when it should've been 130 or lower. I have to go back to measuring everything, looking at every label and even looking up the carbs in fruits and veggies. This is not fun.

Symptoms I have: My back pain has lessened in the beginning of the week but it came back full force towards the end. I also had a headache a few days ago that reminded me of when I had them all the time in the beginning of my pregnancy. It lasted for hours (at least 10+ even with tylenol) and I felt it from my eye sockets to my temples, my neck and shoulders....all on top of my lower back pain. Those areas still feel sore & tense days later.

Doctor’s Appointments:

Diabetes Counselor -
Next Appointment: will be linked up with my sonogram check ups and I have to start going once a week :(
Boo that $40 co payment!!
Today's Appointment: She was happy with my numbers throughout the day but my fasting numbers haven't been good. She said I need to definitely exercise every day even if its walking in place for 1/2 hour in the living room and see what happens this week with my fasting numbers in the morning.

Sono/Dr. El Kady -
Next Appointment: 11/15
Today's Appointment: She said that everything was looking great. He's not too big right now, measuring right on track at around 4lbs! :) I had a 4D sonogram for the first time today and it was beautiful! I kept giggling which kept messing up the picture on the screen because it would move my belly. I saw him smile and move his hands. I loved it!
Dr. El Kady went over my glucose readings the past week and a half & she said if nothing changes with my morning fasting readings then I need to start shooting insulin before bed or take a pill :( but if I do the pill then some goes to the baby so I def don't want to do that. I'm so ready for him to just come out now with all these things stressing me out...(which is another thing that can raise glucose levels haha) but he still has more growing to do so I'm going to do everything I can to keep him healthy and growing strong until it's time.

Dr. Foehr -
Next Appointment: 11/20
Today's Appointment: Again, everything was looking great, belly measurement, urine, blood pressure, Noelan's heartbeat, & the sonogram results that they had just faxed over to him from early this morning at the perfect time. He encouraged me to do the exercise and said only 15% of people who do what they need to do will still have to be put on insulin and not to worry or stress out.


Movement: Even during the sono he was spinning around and moving his arms and legs but he's head down (for now anyway)

Gender: Baby BOY!!! :)

Names: Noelan Chase

What I’m looking forward to: Family Filled weekend ahead! And Thanksgiving just around the corner :)

What I miss: NOT carb counting

Events of the week: We stayed home and inside the majority of the week because of the craziness of hurricane Sandy. It was much more safe that way with the power lines down, street lights out and just stressed & intense people driving on the roads (especially during the weekend when there was a shortage of gas and 3+hour long waits for gas stations that had enough) The boys ended up having a full week off (and then some) of school so we just hung out. We headed to the outlets with Laura and Lila on Wednesday but most of the stores ran out of candy by the time we got there. We then headed to her apartment complex and the kids hit the jackpot on candy and even little toys (like cars and glow sticks) They had a great time & I got my walking in. We didn't do anything for Joshua's birthday (especially because we were trying to conserve gas) so he made YouTube videos and I made him some of his favorite foods throughout the day. We sang & ate ice cream cake and he went to bed a lot earlier than usual. (He woke up the next day feeling under the weather) Tim started building the garden on the days he couldn't go into work. It's coming along nicely and should be complete just in time to plant at the end of winter. He only worked 2 days at the end of the week and on Saturday he went to help gut a house where there was flood damage. I used some of the indoor time to organize and find a place to put Noelan's things. I cleaned out the closet across from the bathroom as well. Jerzy & Dorothy came over to see Josh for his birthday Saturday evening and we ate pizza and talked for a little while. Sunday we hung out with Mary & the boys because unfortunely they still didn't have power or heat :( & Monday was another mellow day with the kids home from school. I did a little of my own "home schooling" with them for a couple of hours to break up the day. And then I had the 3 appointments this morning brought the boys to the park & voted all before 1pm! Pretty productive :) And I still have a full afternoon and evening ahead of me.

32 Weeks

32 Weeks -
8 more weeks to Noelan's due date!

Baby's size: - Squash

Sleep: I've been so tired this week so any sleep has felt good and I haven't gotten up too much during the night

Mama's Growth: I re-lost the 3 pounds AGAIN. I'm sure it's going to just keep fluctuating especially with the diet I'm on. I kept forgetting to measure my stomach the last few weeks but I did this week and I gained an inch from when I wrote it down around 10 weeks ago. I added the top to bottom measurement so I'll see how that changes as I near the end.

Food cravings: Not too much with the new diet plan surprisingly. It hasn't even felt like a diet although I would like to not have to think or count carbs. I don't feel deprived. BUT Chocolate would be amazing!

Symptoms I have: Same as usual

Doctor’s Appointments: I went to straighten out my insurance issues last Thursday morning and was able to see the diabetes counselor while I was there. She gave me a lot of information which I had pretty much learned from talking to my friend Lindsay the day before. It was nice knowing what to expect. When I went for my 3 hour glucose test my fasting glucose number was 103 which is above the 90 they wanted it. My 1 hour was over 200 which is not good at all and then the 2 & 3 hour went down but I still ended at 103. I've been put on a low carb, high protein diet. The counselor set me up with a test monitor and taught be how to check my glucose levels since I have to do it 4x a day: right when I get up, an hour after breakfast, lunch & dinner. I have to eat 3 small snacks a day also. The diet definitely seems doable because I had already been trying to be aware of what I was eating the majority of the time - I would just also have munchy days but I can't do that anymore. My breakfast & snacks have to be under 15-30 grams of carbs each meal & my lunch & dinner should be between 45-60 grams.

I was supposed to have my follow up appointment this morning but because of Hurricane Sandy, it got moved to next Tuesday morning

Dr. Foehr - Next Appointment is next Tuesday as well in the early afternoon 11/6.

Sono - My sono appointment got moved to next week as well.

I have to go back around 35-36 weeks for the non-stress test to follow up with the gestational diabetes.

Movement: Definitely a lot and as much as I love it and am still amazed, it can be painful especially when he's leaning on my bladder.

Gender: Baby BOY!!! :)

Names: Noelan Chase

What I’m looking forward to: Joshua's birthday on Friday, Jeremiah's birthday party, family in town in a couple of weeks, Thanksgiving...

What I miss: Not having to prick my finger 4x a day

Events of the week: Getting acquainted with my Accu-Chek and starting my eating plan. A bunch of appointments. I signed up Caleb for piano because he was the only one that was definitely sure he wanted to continue learning and putting the work into practicing. Evan said he'd rather have someone he knew teach him drums so I'll have to figure that out and Josh is on the fence on whether he wants to continue with voice lessons although each time he went he really enjoyed it. Sunday we had a harvest party at church and the boys had such a great time. We went for an early dinner at J&R steakhouse to celebrate Joshua's birthday early with my parents and Dan.
And of course, Hurricane Sandy. I can't even believe how crazy the damage was all over. I'm even more in awe that it seemed to pass over us. Definitely could be because of where we live but people we know down the block lost power and our neighbors lost their fence. The night before Caleb prayed so matter of factly: "since you control the universe, can You put a force field around our house from the storm" and I truly believe that was definitely part of our protection.

31 Weeks

31 Weeks -
9 more weeks to Noelan's due date!

Baby's size: - Pineapple

Sleep: It hasn't been horrible and I'm trying to get as much as possible even though I know I can't bank my sleep for after Noelan is here :) That would be awesome though

Mama's Growth: I kept those 3 pounds that I gained last week but didn't add any more this week. So I'm up a total of 16lbs. Dr. Foehr again said my stomach is measuring exactly where it should be.

Food cravings: Still sweets this week

Symptoms I have: Really really bad back pain & the return of indigestion

Doctor’s Appointments:

3 hour Glucose - I FAILED :( I have to go to the the place I get my sonograms to have more testing and I'll be put on a diet. Except I have to work out my insurance issues so I'll be heading there Thursday before next Tuesday's appointment. That will determine if I stay there or have to find a new place.

Dr. Foehr - Today's Appointment he said everything is going great despite my failed glucose test. Blood pressure, urine test, weight gain & heartbeat all were good. I asked about my back pain and just what I thought its sciatica. He said unfortunately there's nothing I can do more than Tylenol (which does nothing for me) and a heat pack. I also asked about the pelvic pain and he said that's just going to get more intense as the baby gets bigger and drops and to make sure I take it easy and rest as much as possible. We talked about how all 3 boys were induced and I asked him how long after my due date would he wait. He said anytime after 39 weeks as I'm ready then we'll get it going. I told him I want to try and get through Christmas at least which would bring me to 40 weeks. It would still be nice to experience going into labor on my own but I totally wouldn't be upset about getting induced again especially if it was a day or 2 after Christmas. So we'll see what happens from here to there.

Next Appointment 11/6

Sono - 10/30 (pending insurance details)

Movement: It's starting to get really uncomfortable & painful at times & I can see my stomach move all the time now when he's flipping around in there. I'm wondering if I'm starting to feel Braxton Hicks as well because some of the times my stomach feels really hard.

Gender: Baby BOY!!! :)

Names: Noelan Chase

What I’m looking forward to: Date with Tim tomorrow night, celebrating Joshua's birthday early with my dad because he'll be away on business. Joshua's actual birthday, Thanksgiving and the yummy food I can't wait to eat :) (oh crap I wonder how this diet is going to affect my Thanksgiving splurging) November is going to fly!!

What I miss: Friends & Family

Events of the week: First Music Lessons, Evan won an award for his fire safety poster, cleaned & organized my room (still not 100% but sooo much better than its been), picked up the crib, set up the crib, packed my hospital bag. It feels great checking things off my list!

30 Weeks

30 Weeks -
10 week countdown to 40 weeks!!

Baby's size: - Cucumber

Sleep: I'm starting to wake up about twice a night, either for a drink or bathroom run. It's getting a little less comfortable finding a position to sleep in.

Mama's Growth: I gained 3 pounds this week. I'm guessing it was my carb loading before my 3 hour glucose test. I wouldn't be surprised if it goes away next week once I eat regularly again.

Food cravings: Chicken Divan &
Those carb loading days messed me up because I keep wanting sugar and carb filled things now.

Symptoms I have: a few days I had a lot of pelvic pressure and it got me a little nervous. I tried to take it easy and hydrate myself because I remember with one of my boys I had to go to the hospital because of pain and it was jut dehydration. I guess with the cooler weather I have to remember to keep drinking. I'm also getting really tired again.

Doctor’s Appointments:

3 hour Glucose - I still haven't gotten the results yet... I really hope everything turns out okay. I brought Evan to my appointment and it was good for both of us. He got 3 hours of undivided mommy time (minus the 4 times I had to get my blood taken) and his company made the time fly by for me.

Dr. Foehr - Next week, 10/23

Sono - 10/30 but I have to sort out insurance issues before I know if I'm going to keep the appointment or have to find a new place for my ultrasounds.

Movement: He's a little breakdancer

Gender: Baby BOY!!! :)

Names: Noelan Chase

What I’m looking forward to: Getting my room cleaned and organized - I really need to get that done now that the living room and kitchen are back in functioning order!

What I miss: a clean room haha
It's the first room to get turned upside down when I'm trying to keep the other rooms straightened up because everything gets thrown in there.

Events of the week: Hosting a young adult group at our house last Tuesday, Dealing with insurance (to be continued), Setting up music lesson appointments for the boys, Melissa for dinner, Fishing w/ my parents and Dan for Evan's belated birthday present, Rocky & Sofia's Birthday party, Dentist appointments & Painting the hallway so we could take the paper off the hallway floor. It was quite a busy week!

29 Weeks

29 Weeks

Baby's size: - Acorn Squash

Sleep: Not too bad

Mama's Growth: Dr. Foehr said according to his chart I've only gained 9 pounds (I have it down as about 12-13 pounds) and he'd like to see me gain more but the baby will take what's needed and not to stress. He added that I'm measuring right on track on my belly from bottom to top. Even though every now and then I try to use the "My Fitness Pal" app to keep in the habit of tracking what I'm eating, I don't put a limit on myself at all. For example, yesterday I made chocolate chip banana bread and had four pieces...and THEN I baked an apple pie and ate that after dinner with vanilla ice cream and homemade whipped cream. Is that the best thing for me to be doing? No. Do I eat like that every day? No. But I'm in no way dieting. I do notice that some days I get fuller more quickly then usual so I stop eating when I used to be able to eat a lot more.

Food cravings: I've been in the baking mood - I guess it's the autumn weather that's kicking in. Haven't made everything that I'm in the mood for but I have a list :)

Symptoms I have: Indigestion in the evenings and I definitely feel the beginning stages of where it starts to get uncomfortable

Doctor’s Appointments:

Dr. Foehr - Today's Appointment: He told me today that I passed the preliminary glucose test but when he looked at the final results I failed :( So I have to take the 3 hour test on Friday morning :( He recommended eating a candy bar (carb load) for the 3 days leading up to it before fasting overnight. I'm going to try it and hope that it helps. He said I should be fine because I never had problems with my other boys but if I do fail again then I'll be having a lot more appointments and sonos. I'm already at the stage of pregnancy where I have to go every other week! Noelan's heartbeat sounded great and strong :) I love that sound.

Glucose: 10/12

Next Appointment: 10/23

Sono - 10/30

Movement: All the time now - especially when he gets the hiccups.

Gender: Baby BOY!!! :)

Names: Noelan Chase

What I’m looking forward to: Getting my room and the crib all set up, Joshua's birthday and Thanksgiving...that's all November though

What I miss: Friends & Family

Events of the week: Lots of errands but overall pretty mellow week. Brought Evan to his 6 month dental checkup and he's all clear for the next 6 months. I have to bring Josh & Caleb next.

28 Weeks

I'm in the third & final trimester!
12 More weeks to go (give or take)

28 Weeks

Baby's size: - My little eggplant haha

Sleep: Not too bad this week w/ lots of pillows :) - still waking up early to go to the bathroom.

Mama's Growth: I lost 2 pounds (Maybe not eating at restaurants for every meal w/ desserts?) My measurements are the same as 2 weeks ago even though I feel bigger.

Food cravings: None. I made a yummy 16 bean soup this week and it was perfect with the fall weather. That was one of my favorites this week.

Symptoms I have: Back pain which was getting less severe when I went to the gym the last couple of weeks but with all the house renovations there's so much to do here that I haven't used my childless time to go there. Hopefully I'll be back next week as the the house gets back to normal.

Doctor’s Appointments:

Glucose Test - Everything came back good so I don't need to retake it! Yay!!! My appointment went fast because I called ahead and scheduled a time instead of just walking in. I got there a little early and was seen right away. I made sure I didn't eat after dinner the night before or breakfast when I woke up. Drinking the drink was okay. I'm such a big water drinker and don't drink many other things besides so it was a little difficult. I had to keep breathing and mentally telling myself to get it over with but I think I did it faster than when I was pregnant with any of my other boys. I waited the hour and a different person drew my blood because the original person was still working on someone else & they wanted to make sure I got it done within the time. The new technician asked if this was my third & last one and I asked "third what?" And she said "blood test" so I said "no I didn't even get one" She realized she had the wrong chart because there was another woman in there getting her 3 hour test. So glad that was caught before hand so I didn't have to do it over.

Dr. Foehr - Next appointment 10/9

Sono - 10/30

Movement: Tim has been feeling him a lot more & certain times he can even see my stomach move

Gender: Baby BOY!!! :)

Names: Noelan Chase

What I’m looking forward to: Continuing to get everything in it's place and doing some more de-cluttering. Finding colors to add to the living room because it feels so bland right now - clean but bland :)

What I miss: Been too busy to think about missing anything really

Events of the week: I met Evan's teacher and she seemed nice too. She was encouraging because she said she lives in the school district, she raised all her kids through our district and they each went to college. She also said if you're not happy with the way things are going, say something because it's our kids' education & future. Although I have no issues with this teacher it made me think of Joshua's school this year.

We had such a busy week with mostly the flooring and painting. I'm so glad it's pretty much done. We still have to paint the hallway but that can wait. Jonathan & Peter helped Tim lay the floor and they worked from about 9:30 in the morning to 8:00 at night with a lunch break. What a long day. So thankful for them all!!

27 Weeks

27 Weeks

Baby's size: - Rutabaga

Sleep: Such tiring dreams and waking up around 5am to go to the bathroom almost every morning

Mama's Growth: Back up to the 14lb mark but I know that this weekend away & eating at restaurants for every meal (w/ desserts!) didn't help. haha I can't find my tape measure so I can't take my measurements this week.

Food cravings: No cravings but I had such yummy food this weekend with Tim upstate. I don't know if I could pick one thing out but I had a virgin piña colada the first night we were away and I haven't had one in such a long time. It was definitely a treat!

Symptoms I have: My lower left back has pain once and a while and even when Tim massages it it doesn't go away so I'm thinking maybe it's a nerve thing. A few nights at bedtime (or if I don't eat for a while) my indigestion gets so bad that I feel like I may throw up. I usually sip water and try to lay with my head propped up. Glad I don't have to live with this forever!

Doctor’s Appointment:
Glucose Test - 9/26 Tomorrow :(
Dr. Foehr - 10/9
Sono 10/30

Movement: Same as last week: All the time - He seems shy every time I try to have the boys feel him but soon they will

Gender: It's a BOY!!! :)

Names: Noelan Chase

What I’m looking forward to: The floors being done & all things Autumn!

What I miss: being away with Tim :)

Events of the week:
Teachers - I still have yet to meet Evan's teacher (2 more days) but so far Caleb's & Joshua's teachers seem nice. I still don't love the Central Islip school district but I'm thankful that we have an affordable place to live & that's we are so we'll make the most of it.

Our 10th Wedding Anniversary - We had such a nice time away hanging out. We were actually pretty active for a weekend away but it didn't feel it. We just walked and talked and explored together. The first full day I think we started the day with 5 miles and walked more after lunch. By the end of the night my feet definitely felt a little sore but it was good. The day we left before we headed home we took a nice bike ride together and that was between 10-11 miles. It was so nice to be out in the fresh air. The weather was perfect, nice and sunny with a cool breeze. Besides the active parts we ate A LOT! We tried a lot of different places and I don't think we went anywhere with gross food so that was good. We checked out the oldest inn in America, walked around the campus of the culinary institute of America, went to a drive in movie, and explored a lot of cute shops and spots. One of the places we ate for dinner, Baby Cakes, had live music and they were really good. I guess the genre was sort of Rocky Souly, Blues. It made me miss Musical Mondays with Tim & my mom so hopefully we can set that back up before zombie tired when Noelan gets here :) And of course there was lots of hand holding, hugging and kissing! It was a beautiful weekend celebrating our first decade together. Thanks to Mama Donna & my parents for taking care of the boys while we were away.

26 Weeks

26 Weeks

Baby's size: - Iceberg Lettuce

Sleep: Not horrible this week

Mama's Growth: 12 Pounds overall so far - Dr. Foehr measured my stomach from bottom to top and said I was right on track.

Food cravings: No cravings

Symptoms I have: Nothing too major

Doctor’s Appointment:
Dr. Foehr - I went today and my blood pressure and everything else was good. Got to hear his heartbeat :) I have to go back on 10/9 and then I'm supposed to start going every 2 weeks! I have to schedule the dreaded glucose test. I'll prob go next week since this week is maxed out.

Sono 10/30

Movement: All the time - he seems shy every time I try to have the boys feel him but soon they will

Gender: It's a BOY!!! :)

Names: Noelan Chase - Although Evan asked if we could change his name when he turns 5 like him haha I asked if he had any ideas and he said he has to think about it. Chase is still flexible for us so if something else comes up from here to there we may change it.

What I’m looking forward to: same as last week - Our 10 Year Wedding Anniversary Weekend Getaway!! A few more days!! Meeting all the boys' teachers. The floors getting done.

What I miss: Far family & friends

Events of the week: Not too much extra going on for me but I've been prepping the living room as much as possible for the floor to be replaced. I emptied the bookshelves, and moved a bunch of things into Joshua's room so when the weekend comes just the big things need to be moved out. I now have a bunch of bins to go though. Can't wait until everything is back together.

25 Weeks

25 Weeks

Baby's size: - Cauliflower and a little longer than the length of a ruler :)

Sleep: Some tossing and turing and constant yawning throughout the day

Mama's Growth: About 14 lbs, 2.5 inches in my waist and 2 inches in my belly

Food cravings: I've been wanting something sweet every day this week

Symptoms I have: heartburn, lower back pain

Doctor’s Appointment:

Dr Foehr - I haven't gotten in touch with him since we've been back but I need to do that (honestly not looking forward to the glucose test that's just around the corner)

Sono - Oct 30th

Movement: Yep Yep

Gender: It's a BOY!!! :)

Names: Noelan Chase

What I’m looking forward to: Our 10 Year Wedding Anniversary Weekend Getaway. Meeting all the boys' teachers. The floors getting done.

What I miss: A bunch of things but not pregnancy related. (well I DO miss not having the back pain and indigestion)

Events of the week: Back to school, Brayden's dedication.

I also did a lot of de-cluttering during the weekend. I still have a lot more to do and go though but I got rid of 2 bags of clothes, 2 bags of toys and threw out 3 bags of stuff in the boys' room. We also gave our dresser and night stands to Jay & Erin to make room for the baby crib. I picked up some baby things from my friend that she didn't need for her son anymore. It was exciting to see it in our room. Jonny and Laura got Noelan a bunch of new things as well and I kept telling Laura that they've done so much already and the thing she said that helped me be able to receive the gifts was "Stop being selfish, this is for Noelan" Noelan is one lucky little guy to have so many people in his life that love him so much already. And God definitely has a way of providing more than I can even imagine. I'm getting more and more excited to meet my little man and see what he looks like and what his personality will be. :)

Deep Conversations

I don't read to my kids every night before bed because it does the opposite of wind them down. It gets them talking, asking questions and wanting me to read more and more.

For some reason I thought tonight would be different since we had such a long and tiring day. Maybe they would just listen to a short thing I read and go to sleep. Nope. Caleb then wanted to read out loud and I didn't want to turn him down since I know that's good for him to do especially in the second grade. He started reading about Noah's Ark which he's heard a bunch of times I'm sure.

This time at the end the questions came: "So when there's a rainbow, God made it?" When there's a flood did God make that too?" "Why did He destroy everything?" "Can't He just hit people with lightning if they're doing something wrong instead of flooding them so He doesn't break His promise?" Etc. etc. etc. I answered as best I could one by one and left off on the note that God loves people and even though there's lots of people that do really bad things, we're here to love them and show them God's love so that they too can believe in Jesus and will go to heaven. (Which I thought was a light note to end on)

I kissed him and Evan good night and then hear whimpering in the room "I don't want to die", with Evan replying "You're not going to now". I go in and ask Caleb what made him think of that and he said he was thinking about Heaven and how you die before you go to Heaven and then he thought about himself dying and experiencing death and it overwhelmed him with fear and sadness. (Those are my words not his) I tried to comfort him telling him that not everyone that dies go through a painful death (I was NOT about to say some people die in their sleep - he'd be up all night thinking that tonight may be the night haha) I told him he has a lot more life to live and a purpose here on Earth to love God, family, friends, neighbors and to share the love of God etc.  (which I realize now was the same way I ended the first conversation haha). I then told him that Heaven is a beautiful place and there's no more fear, crying, bad things etc. It seemed to calm him down a little.

There was much more back and forth about life, death, how old people were, Jesus dying, God's power, healing, prayer...and the list could go on and on and on.
I told him he's a deep thinker and he's going to grow up to be a good man.
He then went into all the questions about if working is hard and tiring.
Somehow it ended on the thought that in China it may be day time right now since it's dark here and how he wishes he could have their night and NY's night so he had more night time to relax and get the rest he needs. I love him so much and wish I had all the answers to his many questions.  Oh my little man, he is a deep thinker & feeler for sure and I hope he does get the peace and rest from that fast moving brain of his.

23 & 24 Weeks

Since I didn't update last week while I was in Florida I figured I'd combine the two weeks

23 & 24 Weeks
I had noooo desire to do a picture this week but I'm forcing myself at 24 weeks because I want to see the changes. Maybe I'll take a better one in the next couple of weeks. This week is just tank top, no makeup or hair style (hence the phone face cover) :)

Baby's size: - Grapefruit to a Canteloupe

Sleep: Last week we were all over the place and in different beds almost every night so it was so nice to be in our own bed this week. My aunt gave me a new pillow and I love it because it's helped me sleep much more comfortably.

Mama's Growth: an inch in my belly and an inch and a half in my waist and not even going to weigh myself because I've been eating crappy with vacation and my birthday plus it's right before I go to sleep and I'd rather weigh myself in the morning :) I know I definitely regained that 1.5 pounds and then some that I had somehow lost from 2 weeks ago.

Food Cravings: Sushi - so I had some on my birthday all vegetarian or cooked so I don't feel guilty being pregnant and all haha

Symptoms I have: Massive Heartburn - I hate it so much. My lower back has been killing me so Tim has been massaging me every now and then because he's awesome! A few days I started waddling because of the pain - its too soon for that!

Doctor’s Appointment:
Sono - Oct 30th

Dr Foehr - Still have to schedule something now that I'm back.

Movement: Yes lots and lots

Gender: Baby Boy :) :)

Names: Noelan Chase

What I’m looking forward to: Our anniversary weekend getaway, Getting the house ready for the baby even with all the work involved.

What I miss: My family and friends that aren't in NY :(

Events of the week: Way too much last week and this week - I should just do separate vacation, birthday and first day of school posts

22 Weeks

22 Weeks

Baby's size: - Papaya. At my sonogram appointment they said he was weighing about 15oz - Close to a pound. Everything was right on track.

Sleep: I've been waking up with a sore back and neck this week. I don't know if it's time for a new mattress. I just bought new pillows to see if that will help.

Mama's Growth: I lost 1.2 pounds this week and I'm definitely not trying. I'm sure it will fluctuate back throughout the week. (or maybe when I eat pizza for dinner tonight haha) and my waist is measuring smaller as well. I probably should start measuring up and down like the doctor does at the appointments and not around. I think everything is just shifting and going to the baby. I'm definitely not dieting at all.

Food cravings: Nothing in particular this week and I can't remember my favorite food. Although I've been watching a lot of the show 'Chopped' and I've been wanting a few of the salads they've made. I didn't eat salad at all this week! Oh oh I remember what I loved eating this week!! I went to the Mitchell's House and on the way stopped at the local farm stand around the block and picked up a few tomatoes and lettuce so I could make Grilled Cheese - BLTs. For those who have known me for a long time know that I always try to like tomatoes because they look so good but never taste good to me. This time I figured I'd try again and it was soooooo delicious!! So good that I made a second sandwich and ate that all up as well! I think the key was the fresh locally grown tomato, & not from the grocery store. And bacon, hellman's mayo and melted cheese doesn't hurt either. Mmmm yes definitely my favorite meal of the week.

Symptoms I have: More heartburn and my back and shoulders are so tight.

Doctor’s Appointment:
Sono - It was another good visit. I was able to record the heartbeat for Tim to hear since he hasn't been able to go to the appointments. They did lots and lots of measurements. And took pictures of every part of Noelan's growing little body. My technician was awesome. She asked what my boys' names were and printed out a picture for each of them but on each one wrote either "Hi Josh" "Hi Caleb" or "Hi Evan" so they would have their own picture of their baby brother. We reconfirmed for the 3rd time that he is indeed a boy and I have more printed pictures for proof haha All my bloodwork came back good too and the doctor kept congratulating me on a healthy pregnancy.

We knew that I was a carrier of Cystic Fibrosis since I was pregnant with Joshua but Tim never got bloodwork with our other pregnancies to see if he was a carrier as well. That would rule out the chance of any of our kids having Cystic Fibrosis. He went last month to get bloodwork and we got the call a few days ago saying that everything looked good for him not being a carrier. I was very happy and relieved.

Dr Foehr - I have to call when we're back from FL

Movement: Noelan is usually most active in the evenings right before bed (probably because I'm sitting down and actually pay attention to the movement) This past Saturday night around 11:15pm I asked Tim if he wanted to try and feel what I was feeling. He laid his head on my stomach and pressed his hand on it as well. And sure enough he got kicked in the head haha He said that even though we've been though it before its still amazing every time. (Although it makes him think of an alien inside of me haha)

Gender: It's a BOY!!! :)

Names: Noelan Chase

What I’m looking forward to: Family and Friends in Florida! We leave early Thursday morning.

What I miss: I think I've been too busy to miss anything this week!

Events of the week: Lots of packing and prepping for our Roadtrip, outings with the kids to the beach and the park & Evan's Birthday! We had a very mellow birthday day for him. Started by trying to see a free movie in Babylon and even though we were 15 mins early we were still too late to get seats together. Evan wasn't really disappointed but asked if we could still get popcorn. I reluctantly said yes because I knew how much he loves popcorn and know how much I hate to spend $8 at the theatre for it (especially if we weren't even going to be seeing a movie) We brought the popcorn to Argyle Park and the kids played and ate while the sun was still out. I'm really thankful we missed the movie because we would've missed the only time to play outside. About an hour and a half later it started down pouring and it messed up our park plans for the afternoon. We went home and dried off and baked brownies instead since Evan likes brownies more than cake. When Tim got home we ate Chinese and hung out. My brother called and asked if we were doing anything. I told him I didn't plan anything but we were still going to sing to him if he wanted to stop by. My mom also called on her way home from work and detoured a stop so she could see Evan too. We sang and ate brownies and went to bed shortly after. We ended up spending time with different cousins on different days after his birthday and it was nice to have time to spend individually. We went to the water park and the beach and had a pancake breakfast the days following. Evan is so happy to be 5 :) & I still can't believe my baby is 5!!

21 Weeks

21 Weeks

Baby's size: - One place says the size of a pomegranate and another says the length of a carrot

Sleep: Evan has been waking me up this week almost every day for different reasons. I've been handling it okay and I know it's just a taste of what I'll be doing when the baby comes. I decided that I like going to sleep later then earlier when this happens because I feel like I'm only waking up once instead of 3-4 times.

Mama's Growth: My stomach is much more firm and I feel like it definitely popped but according to the scale and measuring tape I haven't had any changes for 3 weeks now. I checked over and over and everything is the same. Maybe because I'm back to a semi-normal eating schedule now?

Food cravings: Anything Dairy I've really been enjoying.

Symptoms I have: Major Heartburn mostly in the evening

Doctor’s Appointment:
Sono - This week! Aug 16th
Dr Foehr - I have to call next month when we're back from FL - prob the first week of Sept

Movement: Yep, still going on

Gender: It's a BOY!!! :)

Names: Noelan Chase - Tim likes the spelling and now I'm second guessing again haha but I think that's it.

What I’m looking forward to: Florida! All things Fall, Getting the house projects finished.

What I miss: Nothing this week

I kept forgetting to do this part in the last few posts...
Events of the week: We have been going to the beach as much as possible trying to make the most out of the last weeks of Summer. It's been fun. Tim starting putting up a fence (the beginning of many home projects ahead of us) for the back yard & Jonny helped him finish one side which was so great because Tim has been so tired. We went to the Aquarium (Evan & Caleb's first time) They loved it and told Tim all about it when we got home. I enjoyed it too -
So many beautiful things to looks at. We also reconnected w/ Monique (& her kids) who I haven't seen (or met) for over 10 years! And finished the weekend with a Going Away BBQ, Pool Party for Tom & Nadine. It's been pretty busy again but all good things. I'm starting to get things together for our FL road trip. We're leaving next week already!! Making lots of lists and taking it day by day so I don't get overwhelmed.

20 Weeks - About 1/2 Way There!!

20 Weeks

Another 4 weeks have past! Here's my 20 week picture:

Baby's size: - Banana - I don't know how a banana is bigger than a mango though....maybe the length?

Sleep: Horrible Dreams this week - not about the baby thank goodness but I've been waking up un-settled almost every morning. Not a fun way to start the day. 

Mama's Growth: Another week of no changes

Food cravings: No cravings this week. I got to try some of Nadine's homemade potato salad and that was really yummy - Along with a juicy lucy burger. Mmmm. That was probably my favorite meal this week. 

Symptoms I have: I'm still feeling pretty good. I had a couple of headaches this week but nothing unbearable. 

Doctor’s Appointment:

Sono Next week - Aug 16th

Dr Foehr - I have to call next month when we're back from FL - prob the first week of Sept

Movement: Yes I'm positive now 

Gender: It's a BOY!!! :)

Names: Noelan Chase

Still thinking about the spelling but I think I like it

What I’m looking forward to: When Tim & the boys can feel the baby move. 

Evan turning 5 (even though I'm a little sad that my baby is getting older) Seeing family & friends on our vacation. My birthday, our TEN YEAR anniversary!!! Back to school - Fall is one of my favorite seasons. 

What I miss: Peace and Quiet haha

19 Weeks

19 Weeks

Baby's size: - Mango

Sleep: I'm starting to get up to go to the bathroom again so I'm beginning to have broken sleep once again.

Mama's Growth: No changes

Food cravings: Goat Cheese - probably because I'm not supposed to have it cold. I finally caved and had it cooked with chicken and I was so happy. Another thing that I've been waiting for was Cheesecake Factory cheesecake. It doesn't help to be a Facebook fan of theirs because they post delicious looking pictures everyday! I waited until July 30th for National Cheesecake Day to get it 1/2 price. I'm glad I waited and only got it this one time. They're loaded with way too many calories!

Symptoms I have: I had another really bad headache this week & took 2 extra strength tylenol but it didn't do anything. I was able to sleep about 30-40 minutes later for about a 1/2 hour & when I woke up it was a lot better. The doctor said unfortunately there's nothing else to treat it and that it's normal because of the changes going on.

Doctor’s Appointment:
Sono Aug 16th
Dr Foehr - I have to call next month when we're back from FL - prob the first week of Sept

Movement: I think I have been feeling it all along (maybe 2 weeks) but because it's so faint I wasn't sure. I've been trying to lay still and pay attention to any different feelings and I have felt something - My doctor filled me in on what those kicky feelings are. He said its like holding a beach ball under pool water and how it pops up because it wants to float. There's a name for it but I forget what he said already. I think it started with a 'b'. So when I get up fast the uterus or whatever kicks up to the top. He assured me that it won't hurt the baby. I just have to be more aware of getting up too fast. I'm still not used to the fact I'm pregnant.

Gender: It's a BOY!!! :)

Names: Noelan Chase
Still thinking about the spelling but I think I like it

What I’m looking forward to: The 20 week mark next week even though I should say 21 weeks will probably be my half way point. Evan's Birthday, Florida Road trip.

What I miss: People & Advil again