The moments of time I've been able to steal away lately have been filled with painful memories that has lead to a heavy heart. Haven't quite figured out how to give it all to God when I don't exactly know why the same things that have hurt over time keep coming up over and over and over and over. I'm like "enough already!!" "What else can I learn from this? What more can I do about it?" I just want to move on ... and at some points over time, I truly felt that I had.
So here I am so drained physically and emotionally but I NEED to unload some of my heavy heart because it made me feel so sick today - & the more I think about things the wave of nausea hits me again.
So God, I don't understand what's going on. I don't understand why I'm not done processing the same crap. Show me what you want to show me. Help me learn and grow from whatever is going on. Thank You for being trustworthy and loving. Help me to let go to the hurt and the pain that I've obviously gripped once again. Help me to listen for Your voice throughout the day and steal moments to exchange love. Help me be aware of You all around me. Thank You for everything You are. You're amazing & I Love You.
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(((((Candice))))) Good expression of what you're going through. Jesus cares and hears and will answer. I like the picture of the heart being filled with liquid from the pitcher. Your song has comforted me lately and I've been singing it myself: "Long enough, God, it's been long enough. I'm tired of the pain. Long enough, God, it's been long enough, can't go through this again."
...and all the rest of it and the conclusion that "over and over you've been faithful, over and over, you've been good, cause YOU LOVE ME...<3 Loving and praying for you, Candice Rose. Put on your apron and dance a little. <3 Mama Donna
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