Monday, June 25, 2012

14 Weeks




Baby's size: Lemon

Sleep: Still getting up in the middle of the night to go to the bathroom but can usually fall back to sleep quickly. 

Mama's Growth: 2lbs and 2 inches 

Food of the week: I really wanted fresh homemade coleslaw and I've been having a hard time finding the right mix. I bought shredded broccoli slaw and then ran out of regular mayo and used the olive oil mayo I had in the house. Not the same - did not fulfill my craving. I want regular cabbage and carrot coleslaw with real Hellman's Mayo :) 
Maybe this week I'll find it and re-make it! 
Tim said maybe I'm on a vinegar kick because a few days ago the only thing appealing to me was pickles so that's what I ate the majority of the day. 

Food aversions: None that I can think of this week. 

Symptoms I have: 3 day headache on and off. I kept drinking as much water as possible and popping tylenol. Sleep was the only thing that made it feel better for a little while though. I hope it doesn't continue this coming week. Tim has been so helpful with trying to make me feel better and also keeping the boys occupied so I can rest. The boys have been understanding too and haven't been fighting. It's nice to have older boys that want to take care of you :) 

Doctor’s Appointments: 
This past Thursday I had a follow up checkup. Got my weight and blood pressure checked out. Everything looked good. Heard the heart beat very faintly and had to get my pap done because I didn't do it at my last visit. He said he looked over my medical records over the years once he got my blood results back with this pregnancy and said it was very strange because this time it showed that I am not immune to rubella which is not good for pregnancy but he's not too concerned because he hasn't come across anyone who's had it. When he looked back at my records it showed that every other pregnancy I was and then I wasn't immune. I think he said after this pregnancy I should get vaccinated for rubella. I then updated him with the appointment from the sono visit because he didn't get the results yet since I had just went there a day or so before. He was happy to hear that  they told me the neck looked good and hopefully I won't be getting a call back from there. He gave me the okay to go back to the gym as long as I don't lift anything heavy,  get my heart rate up too high and stay hydrated. He said no kickboxing which I figured. And then I made my next appointment for 4 weeks. 

Next sono is Wednesday July 18th at 8am 
Next doctor appointment is Thursday June 19th at 11am

Movement: Not yet (hopefully soon!!)

Belly Button: Innie 

Gender: Will find out 100% at my next sono appointment right in time for my family reunion!
Still guessing boy but will be excited and happy either way. 

Names: Noelan or Lily

What I’m looking forward to: My next ultrasound, my family reunion and that Sarah will be there! And having that boost of energy that I should be getting soon. 

What I miss: kickboxing (again) and feeling good for a whole week straight

Thoughts of the week: So I think I'm supposed to officially in the 2nd trimester now? My headaches have not welcomed me nicely haha. Summer Vacation is officially here for the boys and have brought intense heat with temperatures in the 90s and then crazy thunderstorms. We even lost power for about 60-90 mins last Friday. It has been really busy with all my appointments and school activities that I can't fully remember this past week. We did have a nice weekend with friends and family though and were able to enjoy some pool time so I'll end it on that note!

Thursday, June 21, 2012

13 Weeks

13 week ultrasound



Baby's size: Peach

Sleep: Waking up multiple times to go to the bathroom and because of it I remember the crazy and tiring dreams I'm still having. No gruesome ones this week Thank God! 

Mama's Growth: I lost weight because I was sick in the beginning of the week but I gained it right back this weekend with all the Father's Day celebrating and cooking I did. 

Food of the week: Hmmm my favorite was the mashed potatoes I made with our seafood dinner Saturday night. They were so smooth and delicious! 

Food aversions: I started eating dairy again, it's hard to stay away because I like it so much but I still think it's not been agreeing with me. 

Symptoms I have: Nausea, Tiredness...

Doctor’s Appointment: I had my ultrasound this morning at Good Samaritan. I got there before 10am which was when my appointment was. I filled out paperwork and then waited in the waiting room. I got called in and they checked my weight and blood pressure, asked a bunch of questions about my medical history and then I did a finger prick for the first set of blood tests here. I was then called into the ultrasound room and the technician took a bunch of pictures and measurements for the doctor to look through. Evan was so patient and well behaved. He asked a bunch of questions while he looked at the monitor which showed the baby. I was able to hear the heartbeat for the first time and that made so so happy too. The technician said I could empty my bladder after she was done and when I got back she realized she never gave me a print out to take home. She tried for about 5 mins to get a good picture for us but told me the baby was now standing straight up and it was hard to get a shot. She scrolled through the ones she had already taken and gave one set to me and another set to Evan so he could have his own. He was excited. They weren't the best sonogram pictures that I've ever gotten but they definitely show that there's a baby in there! 

Next doctor appointment is this Thursday June 21
Next sono is Wed July 18th at 8am

Movement: Not yet

Belly Button: Innie

Gender: Will find out 100% at my next sono appointment right in time for my family reunion!

Names: Noelan or Lily

What I’m looking forward to: Finding out the gender, the craziness of the end of school to be over and enjoying the Summer with my boys. 

What I miss: Nothing this week

Thoughts of the week: We had a really nice Father's Day weekend with Tim. We spent the majority of it outside enjoying the weather. I cooked some of his favorite things this weekend and he really really enjoyed it all. That always makes me happy. 

I was feeling horribly sick at the beginning of the week and I'm so thankful it's passed. I need strength and energy with all the appointments and activities this week is full of. It's going to be non-stop until next Monday and I'm sure my calendar will fill right back up. I already have 2 appointments for next week. 

Monday, June 11, 2012

Week 12 & Tim's Birthday Weekend.

Baby's size: Plum

Sleep: I've been extra tired lately and enjoying the naps I've been able to take this week.

Mama's Growth: I had my weight taken at the doctors on Thursday and it said I gained an extra 3 pounds. Boo. Next time I go I'll make sure I weigh myself on my home scale to see how different it is and I can track things more accurately over my pregnancy.

Food of the week: Fruit, fruit and more fruit. I had the yummiest peaches, the snappiest grapes and the juiciest watermelon. It soothes my stomach.

Food aversions: Dairy especially cheese - Parmesan is THE worst. I've been so sick. Just the smell and thought make me gag and dry heeve. Ugh man this is the worst. I ate different dairy things on Sunday and was extra sick :(

Symptoms I have: Nausea, Tiredness...

Doctor’s Appointment: I didn't fully know what to expect at my first appointment because it's been a while...over 5 years since I was last pregnant! I had my weight checked and then a urine sample taken by the receptionist (it's a small office) I waited for the doctor to come in after and he said he reviewed my chart and the medical records sent from where I had first found out I was pregnant and where my IUD was taken out. He said they never confirmed my pregnancy and I said "yea they did". He said that even though they did the sonograms it was too early to see a viable pregnancy. So he set up the sonogram and checked it out. And there he/she was!! He switch from the internal sonogram to the belly sono and said it was still hard to see because my bladder wasn't full. He found the heart beat and asked if I could see it. At first I couldn't, especially with the angle I was laying at but I finally did. It was so tiny and cute and it made me feel so relived. It was now considered a 'viable pregnancy'

He asked when my last cycle was (which was March 19) and he said according to that my due date would be Dec 26th but that's most likely to change when I go for a more thorough sonogram. He said he was going to prescribe my prenatal vitamins and I showed him the One A Day prenatal vitamins I ha been taken and he said those were good. He had me go back to his office where he wrote my a note saying I had clearance for the dentist, wrote me a prescription for a sono appointment and said I needed the first set of blood work.
He congratulated me and I went straight to the lab down the block for my blood tests. I have another appointment in 2 weeks. I also have my sonogram appointment the beginning of the same week. I called the office to see if I would be getting another sonogram before 20 weeks and if not could I hold onto the script until I was 16 weeks so I can find out the gender. They said because of my situation with the IUD it's important to keep my appointment and I'll most likely have another soon appointment after that. I'm really hoping I'm able to find out sooner than later. I can't believe I'm already around 12 weeks already. I'm wondering if I'm not as far according to the sono I'll get next Monday. We'll see. But from finding out at around 4 weeks along, feels like a lifetime ago. I still have a long ways to go through!

Movement: Not yet

Belly Button: Innie

Gender: Still unknown.
My guess: Boy (there's a story behind this and if we do have a boy then I will post the story on why I've guessed boy)
Tim's Guess: ??????
Boy Names: Noel (rhymes with Joel)
Or Noelan Chase
Girl Names: Lily is our top girl name
No middle names yet
Evan likes Lily Flower Pants haha

What I’m looking forward to: This sickness to finally leave me alone!!
And my soon appointment next Monday. It'll be nice to have pictures of the actual baby and not just the sac in the uterus :)

What I miss: Goat cheese which is probably good that I can't have it because it would just add to my sickness from dairy this week if I was eating it!

(Super Long) Thoughts of the week: Besides how tired and sick I've been feeling, I had such a great week and weekend. The doctor appointment was such a weight lifted off of me and I think that has helped me sleep better and not worry as much. Friday evening we celebrated Tim's birthday with the boys. We decorated and they got a card for him. I made a blue and green cake so we could sing to him as well. It was a nice night and I'm glad the boys got to celebrate because I know how much they love their daddy. The next morning I made a pancake breakfast at Tim's request with fresh fruit (strawberries, blueberries and bananas) and homemade whipped cream. I also bought cantaloupe and cottage cheese because every time I have one in the house Tim asks if I have the other and I never do. This time I was prepared haha. I also made sausage and hash browns. We enjoyed the yummy breakfast together.

We then dropped the boys off at The Mitchell's house for a sleepover. Ana sent me pictures throughout the day and it made me so happy. Even though I enjoyed my alone time with Tim I really missed them. It was great to see how much fun they were having.

We drove out to Mattituk and met up with a bike tour we were going on for the day. We got helmets and picked out a bicycle built for two! I was nervous because I had never rode one and neither had Tim. We started our trip with a 7 mile ride to the beach. What a learning experience! Tim rode in the front so I couldn't see what was in front of me. I also didn't have control of the steering or speed. I had to let Tim take the lead and let go of any control I was feeling I needed. It was hard in the beginning and I made a bunch of scared squeals that made Tim laugh throughout the first stretch of our ride. But by the end I felt like a pro. I wasn't worried what was in front of me. I was able to keep up with the pace that Tim was pedaling and enjoy the views to the left and right of me. Definitely a trust building experience! We made a good team :)
We took a 15 break at the beach and enjoyed the view and the sound of the water. We re-hydrated and headed to the first vineyard, Clovis Point. When we got there, they had a lunch buffet set up and picnic blankets available to sit on if you didn't want to sit at the tables. We got a blanket, picked out our lunches and sat and talked. We relaxed for about a half hour after eating. It was drizzling but with the ride we just took, it felt really nice. The tour guides collected any garbage we had and we all went under the overhang where the tables were set up. The first 4 wine tastings were poured one at a time. 2 whites, 1 rose' and 1 red. Tim almost bought a bottle of the red but decided not to. We got back on our bikes and rode to the next Vineyard Martha Clara. It was owned by the family who started Entenmann's. We went into this barn like building and sat at a table. Tim got the next 4 tastings - again 2 white, 1 rose' and 1 red. He enjoyed all of the wines much better at this Vineyard than the last. Up next was the balsamic vinegar and olive oil tastings with fresh baked bread! Yay I could join in with the tastings! They had infused each oil and vinegar with different things such as herbs, lemon, even wild mushrooms. The funny thing was that I wasn't the only preggo on the wine and bike tour! There was another couple and we ended up sitting at the same table at this Vineyard. The bike tour guides did a raffle with the group of people we were with (which we didn't enter) I'm now a little disappointed that we didn't put in $5-10 for tickets because people won pretty neat things from $20-$200 value. A gift certificate at the gift shop, make your own bottle of wine, 2-6 people wine tasting event, romantic bike tour for 2 etc. After the raffles were drawn and handed out, we went to the gift shop where they sold their wine and other goodies. Tim picked out a couple he wanted to try and we got 15% off from being with the bike tour. They had beautiful platters that I wish I got more pictures of. We headed back to our starting point and did a pit stop at Harbes Family Farm. They had samples of their Sangria. Tim tried some and the lady gave him a card for a free wine tasting. So we'll have to go back there. There was fresh fruit and veggies, horses, playground for the kids, live music. It seemed like a fun time. We finally headed back all the way and arrived back at the starting point around 4:45pm. It was a lonnnnng day! We were out for 5 hours!
We drove home, got ready to go out to dinner and headed to our favorite Greek place in Greenlawn, The Grecian Corner Cafe. We only get there about once a year but we enjoy it soooo much when we make it there. The food was excellent. The hummus was so good!
We decided to go to a movie after but it didn't start until 10:00. (Best part is we didn't have to pay!) I had a coupon for a free movie ticket on your birthday and another pass we had gotten as a gift. We 'bought' the tickets early at the Deer Park outlets and then walked around there for a bit.
We watched the movie - The Avengers (which I dozed off in a few times- what can I say, it was a reallllly long day!!) But caught the end and a bunch of funny parts. We got out around 12:30am and headed home and PASSED OUT! We both enjoyed the time together. At one point I said to Tim, "this is what it would be like if we didn't have any kids" - it actually made me really sad because as much as I love being out with Tim ALONE - I love it that much more that we get to go home and spend our life with our kids. They bring us great joy. It's work at times but there's nothing like raising a family and enjoying the time we spend all together! I love all my boys! & I had a great day celebrating the life of my favorite boy Tim this weekend! xoxo

Thursday, June 7, 2012

Premature Baby Blue Dream

Just dreamt I gave birth to the cutest baby boy with beautiful steel blue eyes (prematurely) I started feeling him move inside of me as I went to the bathroom and I was scared to look under my shirt because I had a feeling he was out. I called my mom in to look for me and pray with me. He was indeed out but we weren't sure how much. He had a big personality. He made eye contact and it melted you. I was in love but was crying uncontrollably because I didn't know why and what just happened. We wrapped him in a towel still attached to me and I asked my mom to call my doctor. I just held my baby and looked at him through my tear filled eyes. I didn't want to lose him and had no idea what would happen from here. I knew the ICU costs would be tremendous and there was still a chance he wouldn't survive it. I kept praying and woke up.

Somewhere in the middle of the dream my mom was trying to help me name him and suggested a guy she knew in school who was very dedicated to his school work but also a nice guy. I wasn't sure about the name and don't remember what it was.

Monday, June 4, 2012

11 Weeks

3 Generations or 4 if you count the baby!! 

Baby's size: A Lime!

Sleep: The horrible nightmares are back. I am reallllly looking forward to getting to the doctor this week to assure myself that I am still pregnant and did not miscarry because my dreams feel so real :( I haven't bled or even had cramps so I shouldn't even be worried.

Mama's Growth: I don't know how many times I could talk differently about maternity clothes so I changed it to my growth. I will not be posting my weight or measurements or anything like that haha My belly area has grown a half an inch and my waist has grown 2 inches already! I had lost weight in the beginning of my pregnancy because it was hard to eat but I have found them and added a pound.

Food of the week: Chicken Divan! I kept thinking about it for 2 days and finally made it and was soooo happy to eat it!!

Food aversions: Nothing new

Symptoms I have: Nausea and I have gotten back together and I'm not too happy about that. Although honestly it made me feel a little better feeling "pregnant". My skin feels sensitive and I'm still so tired. Some days I feel like I'm waking around with weights on my eyelids. I'm mentally awake but my body wants to shut down.

Doctor’s Appointment: Thursday!!!!!!
The final countdown begins: 3-2-1...

Movement: Not yet

Belly Button: Innie

Gender: Still unknown.
My guess: Boy (there's a story behind this and if we do have a boy then I will post the story on why I've guessed boy)
Tim's Guess: ??????
Boy Names: Noel (rhymes with Joel)
Or Noelan Chase
Girl Names: Lily is our top girl name
No middle names yet
Can't wait to find out so we can look more and finalize it

What I’m looking forward to: My appointment & Tim's birthday still!

What I miss: Soft cheese this week. Mmm fresh mozz, feta & goat cheese
And this has nothing to do with pregnancy unless it's maybe my hormones but old friends that I haven't seen for a long time keep coming to mind and it makes me really sad.

Thoughts of the week: I'm getting so scared about having 4 kids and having to totally start over again. We are going to have our hands FULL! I'm beginning to see that if we weren't taken by surprise and were still waiting to start trying to get pregnant next week (after what would've been skydiving this weekend) then I probably would be making an appointment to put my IUD back in at this point hahaha but really.
Of course I'm still excited to see the beautiful creation that is growing inside of me and be in awe of the tiny toes and fingers. My ups and downs don't change my love for the baby and wanting to be assured that everything will be okay with this pregnancy. Tim is an amazing husband and daddy and thinking of that calms my nerves whenever I start to feel overwhelmed. I'm so thankful for him.